The most wonderful thing about Jesus is that the Gospels tell us he loved the rich man even when he was unable to cope with all the demands that Christ made. He gives us the parable of the Prodigal Son.
Always remember that God loves each one of us, even when we are not coping as well as we should be. And with Divine Love, all things are possible, so do not be afraid but go forward in faith. All will be well.